Undefeated

The ambulance was always parked
along the sideline
as our football team unloaded
thundering off the bus
like a stampede of Sir Lancelots.
It didn't scare us.
We were young and tough,
immortal as a dream,
except for our ex-wide receiver
who'd died in a car wreck between seasons.
This senior year was for him.
The school band rattled and boomed
and the cheerleaders bounced
around pumped up athletes
making clumsy declarations
for victory in his honor.

Last year's undefeated season
had ended with a win in a rain storm
and a wrestling celebration in the mud
that had been the thirty yard line,
then more horsing around
outside the locker room.
Before coach made us quit,
I was wrestling our wide receiver,
my friend,
trying to stuff cold wet leaves
up his jersey and down his pants,
making him into a soggy scarecrow,
feeling his laughing warm against my face.
It was the last time we ever touched.
New Year's Eve he was dead,
crushed under a seventeen year-old car
that for an instant must have felt
like a huge football helmet
illegally spearing him in the back,
while our lives rushed on
like an eighty-eight yard touchdown run.

The ambulance was there that night too.
Before the police made me leave,
I watched our broken friend
lying motionless on the frozen gravel road
under the flashing lights
and immortal old stars.

We went undefeated again
and dedicated the trophy
to his memory or spirit or something,
but he gave me a more personal gift
to remember him by;
a small scar on my right elbow
from that rainy autumn night he tackled me
on the wet leaf-stained cement
outside the locker room
to celebrate.

C minus

Right in the middle of his geography report
on South America,
while we were all busy taking notes,
Jerry Bowens, the wiry left guard
on our football team,
stopped...

After a nervous pause
we all looked up in his direction
towards Venezuela and Colombia
with our ink pens ready
for the next fact,
just in time to see Jerry pass out
in front of the map
and collapse to his right
off the portable podium
towards Ecuador.
He rolled down the teacher's desk
through Peru,
his left hand grabbing at Bolivia
and crumbled out of sight
in the direction of Chile
ripping a big earthquake and landslide
through the map as he went.
We heard his head bounce
against Argentina,
then a low primal moan
oozed out from under the desk
from Uruguay and Paraguay.

While the teacher and one alert student
helped Jerry Bowens out of the room
three little countries
Guyana, Surinam and French Guinana
hung on by a few threads
from the roller above the blackboard.
We all just sat there staring
at what was left of Brazil,
hoping that this would at least
delay the test on Friday.